The year 2009 is going to end soon and i have started working already to earn some money. Well, these past few years i have been busy with O's, my life and also the things that i have been trying to figure out. For the past years,i have been learning how to control my behavior like in softball, not to get angry with you girls... yup and also trying to understand being a sportsmanship should not be that way when you are on the game, you should be positive all the time and not thinking negative. that's what happened to me all the time thinking that our school team could not make it or will lose badly... After all the talks and support, i really think that we should work together as a team and not just individual self where others could also try their best to prove themselves that they can do it. So from then, i kept control of myself and kept telling myself to stay focus and just dont care about what other teams have to say about us. i can see that my team this year have tried their best even though we did not win anything but is okay to learn what went wrong during game time. I can say that this year team is much better in playing together compare to my year batch where there were lots of conflicts and its hard to deal with them. its just that our team is way much better compare to now as the team does not really have a good team yet. Teachers have said that its a waste not to work together as a team as we might have gone even better to win the competition last year. I have been through difficult times where our team is just falling apart. It's sad seeing this situation where everyone just dont bother much...
Back then, I face many challenges like in sports and friends. Maybe i just have to see and learn from it and to understand why God gave me this task to learn. Well i have seen many different kind of aspect in life and things just change. Sigh! Friendship is like having BFF and the love from friends that cares for you. For me, i dont really have that but i just wish that everything could be back the way is before. How i wish that things will not be so complicated and the way human being is. Life is life, you cant change anything only the one and only GOD who can change everything. Hopefully from the past 2 years, i can see how the way it works and just dont think to much about it and always ask God for help and the faith in him to trust.
For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus.- 1 Timothy 2:5